Blah.
In the midst of examinations.
Super long post after it.

END.11.02pm.

AHHH!

Forgot what i wanted to say.
You can't have it all.
You will only realise what you're not having when you are stuck at something which can be solved,
But will be easier to solve with the thing you're not having.
Still not what i want to say.

About studies wasting life,
Its true.
Primary school wastes half a decade of your life.
Plus Secondary school,
It'll be a decade.

1st decade(10 years old),start of youth.

2nd decade(20 years old),peak of youth.

3rd decade(30 years old),end of youth.

Youth is just a miserable 30 years long,But 10 years have been taken away by education.
I'm not saying its a total waste,
But,It can be shortened right?We don't have to learn so much what.
We're gonna forget some info we learned someday.
Wouldn't that be a waste of time?

Still dosen't feel like what i want to say.

Shucks.

END.10.17pm.

F-ed up life.
God chose to give me this life,what can i do?
Get on with it la.
What to do?

Studies,as i just came to know,
Are just too much.
Why do we need to learn so much?
8 years of education will do.
Basics is enough.
After all,
We are gonna forget everything.
Right?
Waste of time.
Waste my youth and precious time.

Think of this:
If you just went into a differrent primary school,
Your life would have been totally different.
You would have made a different best friend,
Had different interests,
Hobbies,
Do different things,
And have a different life.

If you made a different best friend,
You would have had different interests,
Hobbies,
And do different things.
And have a different life.

Just another decision would have totally changed your life.
So make decisions wisely,people.

END.9.49pm

Add-on.
Just remembered what i thought of during the day:
You can't have everything.
Some things will be out of reach.
Well,
Make do with what you have.
Ah,that don't-know-how-to-say thing again.
Hate it.


END.10.52pm.

Woah.
To me,
My real life is beginning this time next year.
After O'levels,
FREEDOM!
National Service,
Then,
It will be time i put what i've learned so far in life to use.
I will be facing society,
Searching for my identity.
Earning my own money,
Spending my own money at my own free will,
Giving some to my parents,
Investing some in the bank.
That's adulthood.
I'm still in the 'teenager' stage.
Which is ending next year(to me),
Unfolding a new chapter in my life.
Attended a wedding dinner last night,
Made me realise,
Again,
For the umpteen time,
Time and life passes so damn fast.
Its really really short.
Really.
I don't know how to say it here,
But i know it myself.
I'm really trying to cherish my life,
But i find there really not much to cherish.
Dunno why,
I'm growing to hate blogging.
It's like i can't say all i want to say?
I don't know how to.

END.10.53pm.